They say that a good entrepreneur or marketer it is not the one who can manage the company perfectly if not that the great manager it is the one who can see in the market the future perspectives of business.
Now, if you ask me what I have been doing all this time without post anything I will be shortly: meditating because I felt not interested neither in business neither in the future. However, do not be publishing stuff does not mean do not do nothing. In this last weeks suddenly I felt a terrible fascination to know more about packaging and organic chemistry, not the one which implies a fluid exchange, that I know that most of you are a bunch of dirty birdies. No, I felt interested in how a molecule can change your skin, for good or bad, and how certain components like hyaluronic acid can help to hydrate the sky; how the glycolic acid helps to remove spots in the skin and make your tone more even and fair…
Probably, most of you are thinking: “What the hell…?” But I know that I am a weirdo, that nobody understand my jokes and that meanwhile some of you prefer to go to crazy raves I prefer to waste my time with books. As Lady Gaga once said: “I born this way” and this is the way I am. Although please let me tell you what has made me wake up of my publishing silence: a word “inscrutabile”. Somebody left it in format of virtual message in my page and I must confess that like english it is not my first language I had to search it in my dictionary and, ignoring, certain grammatical misspells I suppose that the being who left this try to say that I am difficult to understand. I am glad that my mind can be a whole mystery for you. It has been a pleasure to learn that new word or compliment that you left in my site by quoting one of the greatest wizards in the world I am not more complicated than him:
“I see myself holding a pair of thick, woolen socks.” Harry stared. “One can never have enough socks,” said Dumbledore. “Another Christmas has come and gone and I didn’t get a pair. People will insist on giving me books.” (PS12)
And in case that you do not get it, dear folk, this means that sometimes even the most complicated people in the world needs the most basic things: socks, hugs, kisses, somebody who will offer to prepare them a meal… So simple like that but I am sure that you do not get it so let it be.
Anyway, like I am in the wizard world mood I think that I am going to resolve some of your other crazy questions like for the example, the ones about “who should not be named”. You keep asking as mad monkeys for this bad ass rock star/actor/artist/hairy singer who I cannot see even in pictures. You keep asking if he is in Sgt. Pepper’s movie or who is dating or about his baby because it seems he has left pregnant somebody… I do not know, I do not care… as if he wants to dance naked in the middle of the stage and pee all his fans as, I think, Iggy Pop once did. All their troop are blocked and there is no going back in my decision. If they want to still playing gigs or selling new stupid merch to some of their cuckoos is their problem not mine but, as you are very very very curious about to know if he has any relationship with Sgt. Pepper’s I can say NO. Almost, I am talking from my web domain site if you mean the Beatles album or Sgt. Pepper’s movie well… ask him if he was one of the hairy weirdos next to the Bee Gees but I will not answer you more about that.
This remembers me to mention that I do not accept virtual invitations, or virtual congratulations or grateful cards/messages of any kind. I am very old school and I still loving the physical handwritten ones. And this has remembered me a story that I wanted to tell you; a story about Los Angeles.
I am a hillbilly from a town. I passed half of my life between two towns because my family had some issues. In one of them, the people was always the best in everything and most of my school partners received a 50€ pay at week only when we were 8 years old. In the other town, most of my friends had never tasted a yogurt at the age of 8 because it was expensive when their parents had received that year around 1 and half million of euros by the selling of the products of their orchards. So, as you can see life was very different in both sides.
Los Angeles it is a huge city but as most of the parts of America only money and the appearance counts. If you can afford the rent of a studio by your own they arrive to the conclusion that you are rich and the fact that you dress what they call “european clothes” that make you respectful however, this does not mean that you are stylish because that means: “to wear brand clothes”. Where I am from we have a refrain which says: “Despite the monkey dress with silk, monkey it will be.” In case that some of you did not get it, this means that the clothes do not make the person.
I can tell you that there is a bunch of fake people around the world but in that city you have more chance to find more for square meter. Most of them will tell you how fabulous you are, how perfect, angelical… they will promise you the moon, the sky and the stars to later when they will not receive of you what they wanted to receive they will attack you stabbing you with all their weapons from behind. But, just for clarify, the fun part of this it is that before they try to poison you or your mind they never tell what they wanted of you. They simply attack and you should guess why they are now against you.
I confess that I am not a very social person and that I do not like to claim to the forth winds if I travel here or there, if I am dating somebody, if I am single… In this aspect I am reserved and I only say it with marketing terms and proposals, nothing else, guys.
Recently, I sent to one of my old Los Angeles friends a bracelet with a handwritten note. This is my style, like when I send cupcakes or other sweets to someone. My “friend” is from Mexico and I am from Spain so it is not a cheap sending but I think that most of you know what it is the tracking number, do not you? It is a code which can be used to track anything that you send paying that additional cost. Well, I suppose that she and I do not speak the same language because three week later than the tracking number told me that she had received the gift she told me a short virtual thanks adding that usually no one uses the mail system anymore. I do not know if she liked it, or not. I do not know nothing else. Just that she only sends me messages when I publish certain things, then she comes back to her “sister” asking me about my life but when I say: “I publish certain things…” I do not mean in my personal Facebook. I mean in my blogs, and do you know why? Before this kind of situations happened I have never posted nothing in my personal accounts to make reference to this site. Nothing.
So, when I posted this ring in my photographic site. Suddenly, I received an e-mail of her asking me if I was going to marry and as I said: NO. She became offended with me. I do not know folks, I suppose there is a bunch of people like my mom around there in the world gossiping online one does or one do not does but, honestly, I do not give damn. I do not give it anymore.
People thinks that because you have made a picture of a ring you are going to marry, or because you do not publish you are sad, or because you do not go out you are depress, or because you take a picture of yourself in bikini you want to be a model, or because you say how to create a make-up style or give a beauty advice you are going to “steal” the job to some people… But, later, some of this people who are always putting tags on you they have the right without ask you permission to take your logos, your signs, and make parodies of them, use them as their own promotional use or economical benefit and later they are not obliged to tell you not even thanks. It is okay, I understand. It is easy to destroy and copy that to create and to be original. The chaos creates more instability and that gives you more fans which at long term are more possible clients. I know it and it is fine. Continue your path and I will follow mine but know, let me answer you directly to some of your instability feeds that you/fans/crazy folks or simple people who is always searching seven feet to a cat is leaving me of my site:
**sgt peppers in long beach**: I’ve never be there. Is it nice?
**lonely garlic**: I use garlic a lot when I cook. They say that it keeps away the vampires and I like that but I never use it or eat it alone. I think it taste better if it is mixed with other ingredients.
**steven tyler/sargent peppers lonely hearts club band**: He is in the movie and I love his voice. Aerosmith is one of my favorite bands.
**van houten chocolate**: No idea about Van Houten and not a real enthusiast of chocolate.
**+bansky spionage**: Ask Bansky about that.
**the lonely hearts by julia roberts**: Definitely, this is a good title for a book. Please,can somebody suggest to Ms Roberts publicist or agent this title idea? Thanks.
**tony had to make a few bands on my lonely**: Why do not you ask Tony, then?
**sausage & peppers lonely heart from what state do they live**: I think, but maybe it is just me, that you can get sausage and peppers in any grocery store. But if in some states they “live” better ones for satisfy your needs simply go on.
**peppers writing club dannielynn**: Who is he?
**stops: using the information learned in this course, explain three things you will not do when driving.**: I am like six months receiving this. Not sure about this bad joke but it is obvious, do not you think?
**smoke me sgt and past on back**: I believe in spaces with clean air.
**who is sausage and peppers lonely hearts club band**: No idea. You created it. Not me.
**dreams being multifaceted artist entertainer**: Work hard. Dream less.
**seems grow increasingly lonely unsatisfied wake new communicational**: I use to be modest but I know a bit about communications. Check my linkdln profile. I do not consider most of the virtual communication, communication at all. Most of it is impersonal, they forget about the direct message or the receptor and most of them it gives ten kicks to most of the dictionaries of all languages around the world.
**sgt pepper lonely hearts club fan**: No darling, I do not have a fan. I prefer open the windows. It is more refreshing.
**”is it ok” to burn powder puff trees**: If you say so…
**what kind of a doughnut is sgt. balzac eating in home alone?**: Ask Balzac.
**pepper and tony have a rocky relationship but he is asked what he would sacrifice to protect her what would you do to protect the ones you love or are**: First, I am Esther and I do not respond to any other name or nickname of any kind. Sgt. Pepper is the brand of my site STOP. But if you ask me what I would sacrifice to protect the ones I love I have it clear: my freedom or my life.
**need for speed worldless**: Worldless it is my other brand. That others used that name for other stuff it is their problem not mine. But I have never played that video game if you ask.
**stallone and pepper**: Ask Sly.
**destroy ebola dna**: Virus have RNA not DNA. I will give you a class of virology but I am afraid you will be not interested. About destroy that virus… I wish I could but I cannot.
**everyone wants a place in someone’s heart**: True but when you arrive and touch others hearts you also want that they give you back what you offered them. Not material things, feelings. But, in our days give but do not receive it is our daily routine. That is the reality give and be always the bad when you become tired, after years, of do not receive nothing that is a fact.
**did all of the school shooters have pale skin?**: I do not know. Ask any person from the USA I am from Europe and I am against weapons and anybody who holds one of them.
**i never really had much of a childhood because of the neighborhood that i grew up in had a**: I am sorry to read that.
**+teen tattler girls flirt older men**: I am not a teen. Do not know what you mean.
**best gift for photographer**: I am not photographer. I simple apply the Rilke rule that if you do something you are something. So simple as it. But if you ask me about the best gift for me. It will be helping Mario Testino, Karl Lagerfeld,Janusz Kaminski to prepare any set that was my dream: to have a mentor, to learn. However, as I do not have a fairy Godmother but all the people treat me like if I am the one of them. I can tell you that the best gift that you can make me is tea, a weird blend that I have not tasted before or a simply one which I love it. I do not need nothing else but you can also add a hug.
**esther photobomb**: I can swear it is not me. I consider it very impolite.
**places that are lie los angeles**: Hollywood, to start.
**how to create make up**: That’s what I am interested right now.
**bird, plane? no, its the wedding photographer**: I’m afraid I am not.
**justice for esther the dog**: I do not know any dog with that name but if you refer to me. Well, not sure how are you going to ask for my justice.
**herreraisabel twitter**: Sorry Isa, I’m not going to look for you.
**im not from this world**: From which one are you then?
**make a wish esther**: Peace: of mind, of heart, in the people, in the world… That everybody can feel the calm without the necessity to destroy more homes or shed more blood. That nobody attacks others for hate, envy or pure joy just that people let it be all.
I think this has been longer that I was expecting. Sorry if you find certain misspellings or this text it is not in shape. I will correct it later but right now I have to go to feed myself. I will try to post more when I will finish all my design process. But I prefer to take the things slow and take my time. Thanks God I do not have nobody pushing me with deadlines. Have a good week.